Thoughts from an Insomniac

I haven’t written in so long… I must get back to it.

Update: I gave my heart to someone I really thought was different from the rest. I was so happy. Truly and Purely. But alas, I only got it served back after having a normal thai dinner. He ate all his food surprisingly. Hungry to get out of a real relationship? Perhaps. He should have told me before I said yes to curry and roti bread. (It was good though).

Funny thing, between the last and this one, they are both emotionally damaged. Yay (I have a knack for finding those!). When I told a really old friend about the situation, they told me that they thought both exes were one and the same.

Could I blame her? No.

I tend to fall for workaholic, d-bags who only show up when they’re in competition with someone else. And forget that they are in a relationship with someone else than themselves. (Hello, it’s Meeeee?!) Yet when it comes to putting in work into a relationship they tell me they love their occupational/ career work more than they love me. Work can only offer you dollars and cents and an increase in that department.

Love is more than just that. It does take work, time, patience, and commitment but it is way more fulfilling than anything I have ever come to know in life.

So am I feeling a bit down? Yes.

Does this experience discourage me from being one step closer to finding the right person? No.

He is just another pretty face. I got to stop falling for those.

Handsome and put together on the outside, the inside is just a mess.

Just have to figure out the right mess to fall in love with. <3

Aug 3

Nov 23

smileandbeavillain:

Cookie Monster asks the most important questions of our time. [x]

(Source: clarence-odbody, via lotusandhare-blog)

Sep 23

buzzfeedfood:

Done by a sushi chef in Tokyo

(Source: designtaxi.com, via lotusandhare-blog)

"nothing will ruin your 20s more than thinking you should have your life together already."

I need to write this on every wall of my room. (via thisyearsgirls)

Guilty

(via cuehappiness-blog)

Sep 18

Sep 18

(via icanrelateto)

"COMPLIMENTS THAT AREN’T ABOUT PHYSICAL APPEARANCE 1) You’re empowering. 2) I like your voice. 3) You’re strong. 4) I think your ideas/beliefs matter. 5) I’m so happy you exist. 6) More people should be listening to what you have to say. 7) You’re a very warm hearted person. 8) It’s nice seeing such kindness. 9) You’re very down to earth. 10) You have a beautiful soul. 11) You inspire me to become a better person. 12) Our conversations bring me a lot of joy. 13) It’s good to see someone care so much. 14) You’re so understanding. 15) You matter a lot to me. 16) You’re important even if you don’t think so. 17) You’re intelligent. 18) Your passion is contagious. 19) Your confidence is refreshing. 20) You restore my faith in humanity. 21) You’re great at being creative. 22) You’re so talented at ____. 23) I don’t get tired of you the way I get tired of other people. 24) You have great taste in ___. 25) I’m happy I stayed alive long enough to meet you. 26) I wish more people were like you. 27) You’re so good at loving people."

3:29 p.m. feel free to add to this! - angryasianfeminist (via perfect)

I’m going to start taking notes on this!

(via cuehappiness-blog)

Aug 15

"Do not train a child to learn by force or harshness; but direct them to it by what amuses their minds, so that you may be better able to discover with accuracy the peculiar bent of the genius of each."

- ― Plato (via psych-quotes)

Aug 13

"Maybe a relationship is just two idiots who don’t know a damn thing except the fact that they’re willing to figure it out together."

- (via motherfuckingstarlord)

(via bigheartblessedlife)

Aug 10

foxmouth:

Northern Lights, 2014 | by Daniel Leifheit

(via anditslove)